Frustrated in love #Ugblogweek

I also decided to continue this poetry chain(am wanting wanting) Kirabo ,Shanita andCynthia did the first ,second and third parts respectively.
You want to read them first.
This would be part 4

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Dear Valentine
I only wish I could add emojis dancing to balmy days
but today it’s grey
The sun rose from the west and didn’t peer at my East side window
The wind is polluted with colognes of men in love
The clouds were painted red because Ken proposed to Lynn today
Umeme decided it’s a public holiday and we don’t need TV
Everything is amiss to say
My love- oh how I wish you were
The little letters I have written in my mind for you
The imaginary little dress I have worn to illusional dates
The signs I have put before you that you always overlooked
The little footnotes at I left at your table
The times I said the shirt looked good on you even when it was yellow
So much for love isn’t it?
I don’t want to be your good friend
Or sister or boo “with no strings attached”
Am tired of this-lets first get to know each other fairytale
Am not the one having a cocktail of feelings
Why should someone’s uncertainties rob me of life?
why should I be cardiac arrested for not having my feelings returned?
Am tired of endless flirts that end right after she walks in
These feelings that pop up every time I see you.
I am tired!!
I am surely tired of lovingย  unconditionally where love for me is a taboo
Happy valentines day
I hope you can find one that can love like I did

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8 Comments Add yours

  1. … Only one song comes to mind:

    See it’s burning me to hold onto this
    I know this is something I gotta do
    But that don’t mean I want to
    What I’m trying to say is that I-love-you I just
    I feel like this is coming to an end
    And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
    I gotta let it burn

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    1. lakerfiona says:

      perfect description for the feeling!!!!!

      what a post to write on val’s day tho

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      1. One edit though, Part one is on Kirabo’s blog.

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    1. lakerfiona says:

      wuhuuu part 5!!!!!!!

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  2. Eehhh…. This, i hadn’t seen. God Lord— You did soliloquies quite some justice right there!! Well Done Fiona!!

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    1. lakerfiona says:

      I forgot to link to your post๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™ˆ
      Thank you ๐Ÿ™‚

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